Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Alberto's Final Portfoilo
Amanda's Final Reflection
This course was comprised of material to enhance our education regarding blogging and working with a service learning agency; however, these were not the topics I learned or grew the most from. My overall knowledge of conducting research and adding my own voice in the community of discussion is where I expanded my understanding the most.
At the beginning of this semester my methods for conducting research and transforming that into a paper was completely different. Research was not a concept that really applied to my writing. I would look up the information I needed in order to have a basic idea of the subject matter, and then I would rephrase the same ideas the authors presented in their paper for my own paper. I would obtain the number of sources required for an assignment, and that was it. Research to me was pretty much finding sources to cite in my paper. Looking back at my previous outlook on researching for a paper, I cannot believe how uninformed and lack-luster my papers really must have been. I expected this class to contain another set of assigned papers I had to “get done,” however, I ended up learning a great deal on how to really develop a well formed paper that speaks back to my topic of discussion.
There are a few key pieces of content presented in this course that have guided me to transforming my thinking and research methods. The E-textbook modules “Lateral Research” and “Keywords” really helped me by teaching me how to find other applicable sources for my research. Instead of googling or doing mass searches, narrowing the keywords used can really help you find the information and support you are looking for. I had never thought to look at the sources at the end of a paper to expand upon my own research, so “Lateral Research” really opened my eyes to the possibilities out there for me to utilize for my own personal assistance. Rewriting “Forwarding and Countering” was one of the best articles to really help me understand what it meant to add a new thought to the conversation. This is because it talked about how you need to learn about what is already being said about a topic in order to develop your own stand point. In this way you are not just restating what other sources have already said, but can now use the knowledge you have gained to address the topic in a new light, or address a topic by highlighting a different area grazed over by others. This was so important to the development of my writing because I had never realized the importance of developing your own point of view on a topic- as insensible as that sounds. I felt that the sources I had read must be more knowledgeable than I was, so whatever they were saying must be the truth and the way to view certain topics.
Writing analytically chapter 8 specifically addressed this issue with the first section titled “developing a thesis is more than repeating an idea.” The ideas of “1 on 10” and “10 on 1” really helped expand my realization of how sources really speak to each other to develop their main ideas. One main point can be supported by ten sources, and ten sources can come together to formulate one main idea. In this way sources form a complicated web of communication. A particular source and be used to support one idea and refute another. This all depends on the way you interpret and integrate that source into your research. This is what helped to develop my understanding of reading with and against the grain. The information in a source can be helpful or a hindrance according to how you, the reader, decipher it. Overall the way the assignments were organized throughout the semester really allowed me to integrate what I was learning. The stages in the syllabus provided “baby steps” in which we could slowly progress and really focus and apply ourselves to each step. Because we actually had to perform each segment I feel everyone in the class developed a better appreciation for taking the time to perform the preliminary step to writing a paper.
This has impacted my writing because I really became informed about the topics I was addressing in my research. In this way I was able to perform exactly what our previous class work prepared us for: I was able to address my area of concern specifically with a new voice in the process. Due to the fact I had a large foundation of knowledge to fuel my writing, I was able to forward on the basic elements from my research in my own writing with my own insight applied. I feel that this has greatly impacted my current writing because I feel like I am an active part in communicating the thoughts on child education. This is truly an expression of the knowledge I have gained from my sources, but I am still using these sources to support my new outlook- just as the “1 on 10” explains. I feel very successful and satisfied with the final product I produced with my website. I discovered what research really is. I found out that I can contribute to the community of thought, and it feels really good because it is my own opinion, but it is still valid because I have support of other valid sources behind me. I feel I can identify areas that are weak because of a lack of discussion on them, and use what I have learned to address these areas. I will be able to apply the entire transformation of thinking and research to other classes by doing what I have just been describing. I now understand what research truly means and the process in which to conduct this research. I feel I will be able to develop papers in the future that really give back to the conversation and spread a new light on the topics I am discussing. This class has helped me to develop my methods of argumentation through writing, which provides a universal applicable in which to persuade and inform others. An example of this can be seen in my website: engece.weebly.com
Final Reflection
I have struggled through this course and I have complained about the excessive amount of work required by this course. But all in all, I have learned that I can complete everything that is required of me by the due date. I have also learned that I can accomplish a lot more than I thought that I could. Although, I may have lacked sleep as many college student do. As the workload in this course lightened a little, I was able to apply myself more to this course as well as other courses and other areas of my life.
I have learned that helping others as in service learning alleviated the stress level a little. This helps give a little more energy to accomplish more. Helping others makes me feel good because I was doing what I could to improve someone else's life. And by helping a non profit organization a government ran program, I was helping my country.
I am no longer terrified of trying new things even if it sounds overwhelming. I just have to make a start instead of procrastinating a perceived unobtainable goal. I have learned that many things are in fact not an unobtainable goal at all. The website was one of these so called, "unobtainable goals" that was obtained by starting and working through the steps needed to obtain this goal. I thought I would need help in creating this website. In fact, I created and worked on the entire site by myself, http://play-basedlearning.weebly.com/index.html.
Research also seemed impossible to accomplish because I was very busy in other areas of my life. At the beginning of this semester, research took a lot longer because I did not realize I should narrow my searches. One hundred percent of my research was done on the internet to save time, also most of my research was conducted at three or four AM. Search engines and narrow searches helped me to minimize my time spent on research.
Because all of my sources were all saying the same thing, that play-based learning is best for children, I really had to do a lot of research to find someone who opposed this idea. This opposing source did not directly disagree with the other sources, this source wrote about a different prospective than the other sources.
I had decided in the beginning of the semester, to write for people wanting information about Head Start, such as potential target families. People with a high school education. Since creating the website, my decision had evolved for my audience to only include people trying to obtain a college education. This was to create a quality product.
In the beginning of the semester, I had a difficult time beginning my writing because I was writing as I was taught to write in high school. This is not how you write in college. This instructor, I had learned wanted writings as if it was a conversation, which is difficult at first, only because it is directly opposite to how I learned to write. But becomes easier as I practiced writing in this way. Also, while performing my service learning, this gave me my own perspective on my subject, I have my own opinion.
I plan on using what I learned in this course in other courses with any written assignments that I am assigned in my college career. Also, I will use my knowledge on how to conduct effective research while minimizing the time used on research for these written assignments by narrowing my searches. I will consider my audience, which will usually be my instructor, and occasionally my fellow students and on rare occasions the general public. Revision is very important because writing, reading what you wrote then rewriting helps to clarify what was originally written. I have learned finally that a perceived unobtainable goal is obtainable with proper planning, research, writing and revision.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Riley's Final Portfolio
Website!! http://childnutrition.weebly.com/
Coming into this class as a freshman I figured I might be up for a bit of a challenge, but to me that is a good thing. I had been lucky enough to have had Bruce Ballenger, who is an amazing professor for 101, but we didn’t go over a lot of grammar or MLA. Which is exactly what I was expecting this class to be based around. I have always been a pretty good writer. All through High School I was praised for my writing skills and even won the English award my senior year. That has never really been an issue for me. Grammar and formatting on the other hand are my worst fear. I was on the school newspaper last semester and really struggled with the formatting. It was extremely complicated and structured. It overwhelmed me to the point that I was unwilling to go back into it this semester. So while fearing that aspect of this class I was looking forward to gaining more confidence and ability as far as grammar and MLA goes. I was also really looking forward to the service learning aspect. I am a strong believer in using real life stories and interviews to strengthen your writing and credibility. It makes a factual piece more interesting and adds depth to the topic. I also knew going in that volunteer service is a great way to increase your understanding of certain issues. This was very exciting for me, and really the main reason I chose this class.
The reading at the beginning of this class was, I admit, a little discouraging for me. The articles were long, dry, and really hard to get through. Although the topics were interesting, it seemed as if many of the authors were struggling to get to a certain page count, and were missing the whole point. I began to question academia at this point and the many rules behind it. The idea was becoming more and more absurd to me. Even now I fail to understand the method to the madness of “academic” writing. However in the class discussions I gained a stronger respect for it. Several people had some great explanations as to why it exists, and why it is a good thing. I still feel there has to be a better way, but I understand it better. My creative writing teacher in high school used to tell me “you have to learn the rules to break them.” This is something I have always taken to heart. When we started into the digital rhetoric aspects of the course I noticed there was a huge shift in writing style. I began to feel like I could be more human in my writing. This was a big relief for me. I prefer creative essays and writing above all else for this very reason. Along with this though came all of the citations and MLA. Needless to say I spent many hours in the library talking to the ladies at the help desk. I also had Owl at Purdue pasted on the bookmark tool bar of my computer. I do wish that we had spent more time focusing on the MLA hand book. I feel like it would have been a great source, but I just became so lost in it. It was much too confusing and is now another dust collector on my book shelf. Hopefully this summer I will have more time to spend on it. However it seems like I have said this many times before, and still failed to do so.
My favorite project this semester was the website. It was definitely challenging, but I liked that. I did end up changing my topic last minute, but I believe this was of huge benefit to me.  The topic I was hitting on before was extremely difficult to define. Not to mention there were next to no articles on the efficiency of the public education program vs. that of early education. I was surprised by this as it has always been a big question for me. In the end I think it was just too narrow. This actually had happened to me several times in my 1
01 class as well as in my senior project. I tend to narrow in too far and then struggle to find enough information. I think keeping my topic broad was a valuable lesson that I finally learned in this class. Finding information on nutrition and the education system was much easier. There was a plethora of information that, although hard at times to narrow down, was extremely impacting to me as a reader. Especially when I looked up Jamie Oliver like you mentioned. When I found that video I was really inspired to do a good job on my website.  I also knew quite a bit about nutrition already and was able to use that background knowledge to delve deeper into my readings. I feel like I was also able to better explain everything in a way others could understand. On top of this I was seeing solutions to many of the problems I was facing in my writing such as child pickiness, proportion control, etcetera, when I went to Head Start that I was able to incorporate into the website. 
I  feel like the greatest reward was knowing that others would be reading what we wrote. Why write for one person when your writing could have an impact on hundreds of people? It was intimidating at first though. I felt like my writing wasn’t good enough yet. Soon, I learned that no piece of writing is ever going to be perfect. As a perfectionist that was a hard lesson for me learn. I am one of those people who will sit and pick at a piece of writing for days on end, trying to get it right. I have to say I feel sorry for the people who get stuck with me during peer reviews (sorry guys) for that very reason. I think people get discouraged sometimes when I look over their pieces because I always have a lot of suggestions, but I do it to my own work too. There were times that I thought that I was a bad writer because I could never get it right. That is probably the most important thing my college career has given me so far. The understanding that all writing can be improved.
In the end I feel like I am com
ing out of this class not only as a better writer but a better person. Looking back on all the things this class and Head Start have taught me I realize how much I have changed. Although my grammar and MLA still need help it has improved, and I can now accept that there will always be challenges in my writing. Recently I changed my major to Anthropology and I am already beginning to see the benefits this class is going to have on my future college, and life time career. In a field where involvement in the community is key, I believe both the service learning and digital rhetoric aspects of this class will put me ahead of the game. This has been a great experience for me. I have had a lot of fun with my agency and met some truly amazing people along the way. Every struggle I went through in this course was truly worth it.   
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Josh's Final Portfolio
http://headstartinformation.weebly.com
Looking back at all the skills, experiences and assignments I have gained or written over the semester in this English class, I reflected on the words of T.S. Elliot; “A play should give you something to think about. When I see a play and understand it the first time, then I know it can't be much good.” As I have reflected on this class, this time as a whole, I have thought about what I have learned and how it has helped me not only in school but in my life as well. I have thought about how I wrote and thought at the beginning of this class compared to now, at the end.
As I have stated in previous reflective entries, I did not have the best writing or comprehensive skills for a college student. As I have gone through college, my writing style has been geared more towards engineering, which is my major. I wrote more as a calculator than a opinionated person. Going through this english class, however, I have begun to write outside my normal comfort zone and share my views instead of rewording someone else's. Some of the comments made about my first writings in this class were spot on about how I wrote. Riley, from the class, commented on my first paper; “Although you had some really good questions at the end it might help to be more skeptical. That is really hard to do. I struggle with it a lot. It is really easy to take everything you are reading as true, and agree with it. I noticed at one point you started writing like you were one of the people doing the study.” As I mentioned above, My writing was very factual with little to no opinion. I never shared my voice or my ideas in my writings. This was one of the biggest struggles I've had to overcome thus far in my writing career. Throughout the semester, this has been the focus of every paper I write; to be more skeptical in voicing my side of the story. I feel that now at the end of the semester, I have in someways climbed that mountain and feel satisfied in where I am at in my writing abilities. I found that Wachovski's writings have actually helped me the most. I always thought that writing, especially in an english class, was more of a debate and throwing out facts than it was about feelings and emotions. Reading Wachovski I have come to understand that I can talk about colors and emotions and true human characteristics. I have come to realize that writing doesn't have to be black and white like students are taught in high school, it can be a reflection of one's inner self filled with colorful thoughts, ideas and expresions. I feel that this will help my writings as I continue through college and even into my career.
 Another lesson that I feel has impacted me the most over this semester has been the way I think about writings and others thoughts.  I have already mentioned that my own writing has improved, but that is only a portion of the battle, I feel.  As the semester began, I would read an article and take it as it was.  I wouldn't dive into the meaning or try to examine different ways the author could be bringing their point out.  I read very linearly.  I finally realized this when another class
mate commented on one of my analysis papers, saying, “Try to step back and look at it from an outsider point of view. Act as if you have not yet concluded anything.”  This took me by surprise.  I had thought that I was a good writer and that my writings were meaningful.  As the semester continued, I tried to take their advice and analyze the meaning behind what I was reading.  I found that once I started reading articles over and over agian, I caught something new every time and found a different perspective about it.  I feel that my understanding has deepened in the sense that I try to find a deeper meaning to what i am reading than what is on the surface.  I have found that this has helped me over the course of the semester and i believe will help me in later classes as well.  I feel that with my writing and understanding improving, I can be a more persuasive writer in the rest of my school years and in my future career.  Even though my writing and understanding have improved since taking this class, I know there are still areas of importance that have improved as well.   
 As I have been thinking about this class,  have reflected on how I interact with others in the class.  I have made several comments about feedback that I have recieved from peers.  I think back to the beginning of the class and how this feedback affected me and my writing.  I was never one who took kindly to others analyzing my work, or giving criticism.  Criticism has always been a hard thing for me to take, especially when it's been about my work.  I have always been someone who loves what they do and doesn't like to change or make adjustments to their work once it's complete.  I have always found it very difficult to take criticism, especially from peers.  This has been an area that I have been reflecting and constantly working on to improve.  I have found that as the semester has gone by, I have become more and more willing to accept criticism from othe
rs.  In many casses I have found that it has actually helped my writing.  As I have mentioned above, one peer had commented on how I need to be more skeptical.  As I have applied what feedback I got from my work, I have noticed that my writings were meeting the college level.  I actually revel in the opportunity to receive ideas (criticism) now from someone to help further my writing ability.  I feel, now, that I couldn't just write something perfect without having it revised and read by someone else.  I feel that this will most definitely help me in future classes as I will have to take criticism, whether from my writings or project, or whatever.  I feel that this will help me be more successful in life.
As I have reflected on these certain areas that I fell I have improved in, I feel that I have become more successful. I think of the quote, “Success is not measured by what one brings, but rather by what one leaves.” I feel that I brought a fair amount of knowledge to this class, but as I have reflected these past couple of days about this class, I have found that I am leaving with a greater understanding of writing and appreciation for criticism.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Our Websites
http://headstart102.weebly.com/
Amanda's Website
http://engece.weebly.com/
Tina's Website
http://play-basedlearning.weebly.com/
Josh Website
http://headstartinformation.weebly.com/
Riley Website
http://childnutrition.weebly.com/
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Amanda's Reflective Blog #3
Throughout my time volunteering at Head Start I have learned immense amounts about this facility, as well as factors affecting the individuals who use the services provided by Head Start. 
First of all, throughout the process of making our service learning (SL) video, I was able to learn a lot about the Head Start organization and the way it operates. When we interview Andrea, she answered the questions we asked her with immense knowledge and information. The largest pieces of information I took away from that was that Head Start’s goal is to transform the whole family from all angles. This includes informing parents about what their child is doing in class, but by also encouraging them to be active in their child’s education. Parents come visit the classroom on a regular basis. Many come and eat lunch with the children- which again enforces the entire family transformation. Head Start also has a plethora of resources available for parents who may need assistance to provide proper healthcare and nutrition, resources to provide the things children need for kindergarten, resources for transportation, resources for parental education, and as they stated, “almost anything you can think of?”
From interacting with the teachers I have learned how to talk to the children in a way that they can really understand. This is hard to describe, so I will use an example. When we were outside one of the children ran and hid behind the shed- somewhere they weren’t supposed to- because the teacher could not see them. Instead of going over there and telling them to “get out” or “you’re not supposed to be behind there” she said “It makes me really scared when I can’t see where you are.” In another example two children were pushing and shoving. Instead of telling them to “stop” or “don’t do that” she said “that doesn’t make me feel safe when you do that.” In this way the children can understand why they shouldn’t do what they are doing instead of just being told they are not supposed to do a certain action. 
My prior beliefs about Head Start were that it was just like any other daycare. I felt that it was just another place parents could leave their children to be watched. However, the children only attend Head Start for four hours a day, and so it isn’t like a normal childcare center. During this time Head Start really focuses on educating the children in all aspects- not just the typical academic ones like letters and numbers. This takes a holistic approach to learning compared to a single playing field. So my initial ideas have been challenged by showing me a deeper educational side presented to children who attend Head Start. 
From working with the community I have discovered that Head Start provides fun activities/ events/ experiences to children who would not be able to normally experience such things. Some activities these children are able to participate in include: planting class gardens, growing their own plants, watching their own classroom caterpillars transform to butterflies, creating artwork that is displayed in a community art viewing, learning how to make food- such a hummus- in the classroom, visiting botanical gardens, visiting zoos, and visiting the discovery center. I have discovered that Head Start is not the typical daycare I expected it to be. 
My project experience relates to my personal life because it has made me think about how one organization can create such a large impact on the community. In my research a few sources had reached a conclusion that in order to increase the literacy rate in America, decrease the poverty rate, and also decrease the number of criminals we need to approach educating children from a 360 degree approach. Academic education in the classroom, internal factors, is not the only subject that needs to be addressed. External factors such as the health of a child, parental support, home life, community life, and resources available to help educate children all need to be addressed to reach these goals. So personally it makes me think about how I can help make these things a reality. My experience makes me want to help the efforts of this cause of providing education to children by creating a transformation of their lives via the community. It has definitely shown me there are ways to make this vision a reality. 
My project experience relates to my academic life by affecting the way I think about communication. This experience has broadened my understanding of how one type of individual expresses themselves to another individual. Age plays a very large role in how we talk to each other. Children need to be addressed differently at each age- whether they are 2, 5, 8, 13, or 17. They are developing all throughout these ages and henceforth are developing their communication skills. This is therefore applicable to my future plans because I plan to become a physician’s assistant. I will work with a variety of ages and need to be sensitive to how I should communicate with them. Children are concerned with being informed, and not deceived, about the medical procedures; they like to feel like they are making their own decision. Teens and young adults are concerned with their image of appearing sick, and are concerned about maintaining their privacy. Adults are most concerned with how receiving medical care will affect their career and families. Senior citizens are most concerned with maintaining their health without taking un-necessary medical action. So as a current and future medical provider I need to be aware of these aspects, and my time at Head Start has helped to better shape my views and ways I think and address this issue. 
Amanda's Reflective Blog #2
In volunteering at head start today, I met a great number of different children. It was easy to see that a variety of cultures were present, and the ones I could identify were Chinese, Japanese, Spanish, African American, Caucasian, and Native American. This is an amazing setting for cultural diversity! By interacting with them I realized how differently it is to communicate with them because of the altered meaning they take from what is being said. Although there are various cultural backgrounds, the children all posses the innocent/childlike mindset which is what creates a variance in communication with them. In the following are three different ways in which communication with children is approached differently than adults. 
First of all, by interacting with the children I was reminded how energetic, enthusiastic, and creative they are at all times. This is quite different than adults, who generally aren’t “go-go-go” all the time, and don’t get as excited about simple things as children do. Because of this enthusiasm, it is very important to give children options they can decide upon instead of being told what to do all the time. Allowing this “choice time” lets children learn how to make their own decisions and allows them to work on expressing communication effectively. 
Secondly, because children bear their emotions on their sleeve, feelings of anger and sadness can easily come to surface over a simple action- i.e. not getting to play with the puzzle, or having someone cut them in line. As an adult, it almost makes me laugh in compassion at the simplistic thinking of children, and how they take statements such to heart! One little girl was in tears because another little girl said she did not want to be her friend. Because children say what they feel, you need to teach them to “use your words” when they get mad or sad. If not children can get physical instead of effectively communicating how they are feeling. This allows children the ability to develop their communication skills. 
Thirdly, children have to be directed to carry out specific tasks, and may need to be retold (and retold) what they need to do. However, saying “no” does not help the children understand what is going on, so we need to explain what we would like them to do. Some of the children took direction from me, a new “teacher”, very well. Some question my authority. Through this, however, children start to develop an understanding for the communication process, especially in our culture here in America. 
It is intriguing that some children attach themselves to new people so strongly, while others completely shy away. It is also very interesting how one little girl doesn’t talk to anyone, is extremely shy, but will come up to me to have me read her a book- when all she really wants is for me to sit and watch her flip through it. 
Because of these aspects children possess, communicating with them is quite different. However, I always enjoyed it because it was kind of like a puzzle, trying to identify how to address the child and effectively communicate to them what I needed of them. I talked about this today because in order to run any childcare facility, learning how to communicate with children is very important because of the reasons I listed above. As an adult caring for these children, if you do not know how to address the children in a way they will understand and listen to, then you will have a bunch of children running around like crazy little monkeys. The first childcare facility I worked at did use the word “no” many times, and those children followed direction the least out of the three facilities I have worked at. It was the most chaotic facility I worked at, and it had a greater number of confrontations amongst the children than the other two. Therefore, the communication efforts employed by Head Start faculty and volunteers are a very important, noteworthy cause. 
Amanda's Reflective Blog #1
As a vital portion of my English 102 class we participated in a volunteer project through an agency- Service Learning. They have a collection of organizations that need volunteers, and I chose to invest my time at Head Start: Friends of Children and Families, Inc. I did not know much about their agency because I had never heard of them before. The only thing I knew was that they provided childcare services, and that I would be working with the children as well.
Orientation really explained what Head Start was all about, and more importantly, their values. When we arrived at orientation the Director told us to put all of our stuff on the back table. They later discussed the importance of not bringing bags/purses, cell phones, or even water bottles into the classroom. This is because all of the children who attend Head Start are from low-income families. Many of them are not able to have the simple things we take for granted. Like the water bottle, for example. She also mentioned that children have the tendency to want what others have. So if I bring in a water bottle, the children may want a water bottle like that. This topic ties into keeping equality in the classroom.
The biggest topic discussed, however, was ensuring our attention was focused on the children. As one of the orientation leaders said, coming to Head Start for the children is like going to prom, or out to dinner for us. It is their “big event” they look forward to. Therefore, they want all volunteers and teachers to really focus on the children and not become distracted with other things, like cell phones.
Turning everything into a learning experience is also a main goal. Teaching manners, social skills, and education can be done with every activity the children do. So they want us to always talk about what we are doing and transform something like just eating into learning the names and tastes of food, as well as how to act at meal time.
At this point I wonder how the teacher-child interactions are really played out, and how teachers handle children when they misbehave. I would love to see how they manage these confrontations. Due to the fact they are funded by the government, I also wonder about the curriculum the teachers teach and how they can integrate so much learning into just 4 hours a day.
There are not areas of concern for me right now. I have worked at previous child care facilities before, so I feel I will be able to fall right into the flow of the classroom very easily. I also feel I will be able to communicate with the children very well. I am really excited to be able to work with children again, and I love how this environment to so strongly focused on the children and helping them improve themselves in many different aspects.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Josh's reflective Blog #2
As I have watched and interacted with these kids, I have found myself looking forward to those Tuesday afternoons when I can meet with them and work on projects such as arts, reading, writing, memorizing. I sometimes feel like it's more for me than them. It seems to be a nice break in my very busy day. This has not only been a service opportunity for me, but an eye opener for how I will want to raise my own family. I see many new ideas and techniques on how to teach my own kids life lessons.
This may have sounded a little bias or even naive, but I guess it's true that we can learn some of life's greatest lessons from children.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Rileys Reflective Blog Entry #3
The last few months I have spent working with Head Start have truly opened my eyes. I know this sounds cheesy and insincere, but I don’t know how else to put it. At the beginning of this course I had no idea what Head Start even was. After learning a little more about it I developed a deep respect for the wide variety of issues this program strives to eliminate. I was also surprised to find that several of my own family members were actually Head Start kids themselves. This caused a lot of confusion for me throughout the entirety of this course. I didn’t want to get anything wrong, it was too important to me. Every topic Head Start addressed seemed huge and hard to manage. I wanted to conquer it all, but knew I couldn’t. I felt like I was taking the easy way out by picking nutrition, but soon found it too was an immense topic, and that I was extremely passionate about it as well. I think that is what has made this service learning experience so valuable for me though. The passion complicates your writing and understanding of certain topics, but it also deepens the meaning behind your words. I have continued to volunteer with this agency because I feel like I still have a lot to learn from them. Every minute I spend with those kids is worth the time spent. I feel sometimes like they are the ones helping me. I’ll admit it. They have taught ME a lesson or two about what life is all about. I can’t thank them enough for that. In the last few weeks been given more responsibility and am finding still more depth with in this program. A couple of weeks ago the teacher I work with had me doing anecdotals. These are little observations of each child’s progress. Based on a wide variety of criteria these can be extremely complicated to write and understand. I found myself overwhelmed with the amount of vocabulary, rules, and stages involved in this process. At the same time however it was fascinating to observe the children from this alternate view point. Watching them learn and understand through simple fun playtime activities. One of the students was counting to 17 thanks to none other than a number puzzle. I am also finding that the kids are beginning to confide in me. They seem almost like little adults as they tell me about their lives, their families, and their goals in life. I become more and more convinced everyday that Head Start has a positive impact on these children, and I hope it continues to do so for years to come.

